A Day that I wasted!

I guess that today was not a waste.  I spent the morning with my beautiful, sweet and funny Granddaughters.  I had  a wonderful morning with them and Liz and Nathan.  Quilted on Sam's birthday quilt, got to kiss my sweet "baby", yes he is 10 but ,he will always be my baby.  I did get to pray for my dear Thomas, Drea and the sweet baby that is on the way.  I can't wait to hold and kiss the "newest" baby!

I didn't get in my 10,000 steps, I did not get a workout in.  I am just as chubby... ok, I did get into some of the "storage" shirts.  Well, plastic bag clothes.  I must begin...  I must workout, I must move forward.  Movement is better than stagnant...that is were I have been. I want to be the "ME" I was meant to be.  Push myself and not give into the stupid, lame excuses that plague me... I am infected with the plague of complacency... stupid, wait and things will get better and I will miraculously change.  Wait... giving a crap and moving my friggin ASS will help.

I am worth a crap! I am worth the movement, I am worth fixing myself,  I am worth more than I have given myself credit for.

I have said this, written this and believed this before... TOMORROW IS  the day... tomorrow... always tomorrow.  When will tomorrow be TODAY??  I guess January 31, 2016 IS the day!    I must get up and MOVE.  Food has been ok for awhile now... workingout  has been non-existent.  That ends NOW...

Chubby Chick... ready to move.

A Total Waste of Time

Well again I have failed myself!  I have let the limited time I have here float away in the mundane.  I had high hopes for the future... today is the future.  Well, it once was, but, I have wasted that!

Tomorrow is the "future".  I should... should...should.  I am tired of living in the should.  One day I will wake up and see that I have wasted more time than I have worked.   So what my knees hurt, everyone has aches and pains.  I need to move the best I can... that means pushing myself.  I have been lounging in this limbo space... waiting.  Waiting for what, the perfect weather, time to spare, not feeling like I need a nap.  

There are so many things that I want to do.  I need to move, physically, mentally and personally.  Why do I feel paralyzed???   Is it fear? Is it complacency? Is is laziness?  Dang these are hard questions.  Questions that need real answers, real movement, real work!!!  

Failure is in the past.  I know what I want and what I must do.

1. Be in The Word EVERYDAY!!!  
2. Move everyday
3. Write everyday
4. Enjoy LIFE

Here is to moving forward to the me I need to be.  

Chubby Chick... the true me!