Well I felt yesterday was a good day. I worked, ate well there, got home to mow the lawn that is where some trouble started.
I ate a Fat Boy ice cream sandwich... crap, crap, crap, then I ate a doughnut that was left on the counter (in the box... I am not an animal!). Why did I not just take a 10 minute nap and skip the sugar?? Why??
Then I decided I was not "in the mood" to mow the lawn... ok it was 95 degrees and I did not feel the need to take a shower at 3:00 when I would be done. Really the shower was not the issue it was the getting redressed part...bra and all!
So Plan "B" struck me... yes, we just discussed at length my planning problem yesterday! I went to the mall in search of the FitBit arm band (yes new gadget). It could not be found... :( So I started looking for a dress for Liz's wedding coming up in 2.5 weeks. I am not going to lose enough weight in that time to effect the size or fit of a dress.
Found some cute cowboy boots, and 2 dresses. Then I realized I like to look at clothes... really how does one forget that!!! I did not matter the size was not what it was 2 years ago, clothes are still cute. YES, I want to be in smaller ones, but, decided I am going shopping once per week. Not to buy anything just to look, feel and dream. I usually buy my clothes at a thrift store when I am losing or gaining weight... this time I am not. I will shop at discount stores, and clearance wracks, but ONLY new is good enough for me. Ok maybe a few used (super nice) pieces!
Also came to the realization that I am not going to workout on my own. I knew this from the beginning, however, I kept hoping that I could change myself. That said I stopped at a women only workout place, Curves for Women on the way home, made an appointment to have an evaluation and talk to a lady today at 5! I guess it was an impromptu PLAN!
Well, today will by busy, work at ZCS, paint the bathrooms @ ZCS and then the eval. I had better get moving!
Chubby Chick
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