Everyday... like everything, everyone like it encompasses ALL things... but if I look closely, EVERY is not ALL. There is always the exception to the RULE!
I must be an exception... I must not be the rule. The rule, the norm, the usual, I must get my crap in the pile... I know that I am such a loser and need to really try to move forward into the future healthy ME!!! I have tried, I have given up, I have succeeded, I have failed. So, I am totally in-change and need to make the commitment... not decision (those are fleeting), if I commit to ME to healthy me!
I have so much to get healthy for... 1 husband, 3 kids , 2 (kids) in-law, 4 grand kids and counting. They all mean the world to me. If I can't get healthy for me, I need to get healthy for them. But, I am important too...
If I look at my life, my sweet grandmother is the most important person in my life... how to make a good Christian woman, how to love your family, how to make others feel loved, how to serve others. I want my grand kids to have the same feelings for me... I know that it is selfish and self serving. I LOVE my grandmother more than I even know... I base my life on HER. Someday when I am gone, I want them to have fond memories of a healthy, happy, giving, LOVING, GOD serving woman.
I will be Me... I will be fit, I will be!
Chubby Chick!
Sunday, February 21, 2016
Saturday, February 6, 2016
On the Verge!
I am on the verge... the verge of what I ask myself. The verge of change, the verge of move your ass, the verge of giving up! Well that is the question... I pick...MOVE YOUR ASS. Days of hoping and dreaming of being the ONE I am to be.
I feel so sluggish and lazy. I remember feeling in-charge and powerful. I want to feel that again... not super size 4 skinny... just healthy, move easily and the best me God intents. I want to know that I am all that I can be. Sounds like I am joining the Army. Not that ambitious. Just MOVE!!!
Someday I will read this and laugh at how simple and how really complicated it really was. Someday... that is today, well because it is almost 9pm, tomorrow is the day! The first day of the week the day to embrace the change, the day to make the MOVE. Move as in literal movement and figurative get off my lazy ass move, mental move and stop waiting around for the perfect time MOVE.
VERGE... of change, of strength, of the new me. New as in the "true" me! New as in "get out of my head" me. I am my worst enemy. Gotta pull myself together... get my shit in a pile... see the best in me!
I must look for the best in myself... I must stop seeing the flaws and see the best! I am on the verge of seeing the potential and the best in me. I hate the LOVE YOURSELF thing... tolerate, embrace and give myself a break, may be the path that I need to take .
Chubby Chick on the Verge of greatness!
I feel so sluggish and lazy. I remember feeling in-charge and powerful. I want to feel that again... not super size 4 skinny... just healthy, move easily and the best me God intents. I want to know that I am all that I can be. Sounds like I am joining the Army. Not that ambitious. Just MOVE!!!
Someday I will read this and laugh at how simple and how really complicated it really was. Someday... that is today, well because it is almost 9pm, tomorrow is the day! The first day of the week the day to embrace the change, the day to make the MOVE. Move as in literal movement and figurative get off my lazy ass move, mental move and stop waiting around for the perfect time MOVE.
VERGE... of change, of strength, of the new me. New as in the "true" me! New as in "get out of my head" me. I am my worst enemy. Gotta pull myself together... get my shit in a pile... see the best in me!
I must look for the best in myself... I must stop seeing the flaws and see the best! I am on the verge of seeing the potential and the best in me. I hate the LOVE YOURSELF thing... tolerate, embrace and give myself a break, may be the path that I need to take .
Chubby Chick on the Verge of greatness!
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