Everyday... like everything, everyone like it encompasses ALL things... but if I look closely, EVERY is not ALL. There is always the exception to the RULE!
I must be an exception... I must not be the rule. The rule, the norm, the usual, I must get my crap in the pile... I know that I am such a loser and need to really try to move forward into the future healthy ME!!! I have tried, I have given up, I have succeeded, I have failed. So, I am totally in-change and need to make the commitment... not decision (those are fleeting), if I commit to ME to healthy me!
I have so much to get healthy for... 1 husband, 3 kids , 2 (kids) in-law, 4 grand kids and counting. They all mean the world to me. If I can't get healthy for me, I need to get healthy for them. But, I am important too...
If I look at my life, my sweet grandmother is the most important person in my life... how to make a good Christian woman, how to love your family, how to make others feel loved, how to serve others. I want my grand kids to have the same feelings for me... I know that it is selfish and self serving. I LOVE my grandmother more than I even know... I base my life on HER. Someday when I am gone, I want them to have fond memories of a healthy, happy, giving, LOVING, GOD serving woman.
I will be Me... I will be fit, I will be!
Chubby Chick!
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