Hummingbird

So yesterday as I sat on the patio enjoying my latte getting ready to attack the day, the funniest thing happened.

I have a hummingbird feeder on the patio in hopes to attract the cute little birds.  Well, here comes one and it flits around eating the nectar (sugar water) seems happy.  Then it takes off straight into the ceiling of the patio that we have painted blue.  I think it thought it was the sky??  Well the little guy or gal bonked its head and then flew away. 

That got me to thinking.  Maybe the hummingbird with its brain the size of a sunflower seed at best, is making better decisions than I am.   First it ate a tiny bit, then was off and moving again.  When it bonked its head it did not go back to the food to comfort itself, it continued on its day.  

Don't get me wrong I understand there are vast differences between myself and a hummingbird, but, the ability to move on not get stuck is what I need.

The loop in my head needs to find another track to get on.  Note to self...Work on that!  Not to the point of obsessing on the new, just find the loop that fits the here and now. 

I tend to be an ALL or NOTHING kind of gal, I have spoken often of this elusive moderation thing.  I see brief glimpses of it, I would like to see it all the time...wait that is the ALL in me talking.  :0   

Well here I go on the "part time"  quest to find Moderation.  :)
 Hang in there 
Chubby Chick