Quit stopping!

There is that old saying- If you don't want to keep starting over, quit stopping!  
Well I had stopped again!  Not sure of the reason, just gave up AGAIN!!  

Well today is a new start!  Dare I say the last new start, that is the hope.  I am sick of that feeling...you know the one, self loathing, bottom of the barrel, desperate times call for desperate measures.   I want it replaced with the strong, I can do anything, kick ass and take names feeling.  To get there I must keep moving, not stop, work to get that feeling... it can't be bought in a pill, or borrowed from someone else.  It has to be fought for, with early morning workouts (not just show up-but work) good food choices, some planning and an eye on the prize.

Wait, what is the prize?  Skinny? Cute clothes? Healthy? 100 lbs gone forever? Strong?  Maybe a combo of all of these, kinda of like a rotating motivation... cause just one wears thin, and I stay "not so thin".  

I know how to lose the weight, I know how to get strong, I know how to shop for cute clothes (LOL)...The keeping is off and getting my head to permanently change is the KEY!!

I have stopped quitting...  I know that some days will be slower than others, but, keep on keepin on!!!  Wow, how lame does that sound?  Ok, so fight for the true me to be free.  Still lame!  I guess I will need to work on that.

Chubby Chick start to the new beginning!(236)